My Dwindering Thoughts

i love roller coasters. i always have. the thrill of going up and down and upside down and corkscrewing around really always appealed to me.

after a bad accident with a bus, i thought i would never go on a roller coaster again. after all, i had a piece of my shoulder removed and shot my nervous system to hell.

my surgeon says i can now try a rollercoaster. my nerves cant take going over a pothole. so its yet to be determined if i actually will ever ride one again.

but there is one certainty in all of this. the roller coaster that is my life, never ceases to stop. these past few months things were looking good for me. i was climbing all the way up to the top. i should have known that the big drop was coming.

today i reached the acme and dropped down at a high speed.

i guess the good news is that the potential energy will only continue to yield lots of kinetic energy. so i should be back on the way up again.